I am still doing a lot of thinking and it continues to degrade my nights every now and again. Typically this kind of thinking you would think is good for a person but at times I honestly think it is harmful to my personal life and whatever else. I am still as shy as ever although I have met more people. I want to get involved with someone and I also don't. Nothing new. I really haven't changed much at all. I need to get my mind off of these sorts of things, it does nothing but make me sad.
Can I get an opinion from people: Is it a bad idea for me to just wait for the right girl to come along or should I be a go-getter?
I will read comments, might not respond.
Looked at the activity of my site and despite my lack of updates it continues to get quite a few views per day which makes me laugh. I do hope that the girl I meet will be from ONU or from back home or something. And if I don't, oh well.
It seems Thanksgiving break is closing onto us quickly and I need to gather my thoughts over this break also whilst studying for OTC and physio. I don't think I will ever get a true break for the rest of my life from now on [starting 3 years ago].
Well maybe I will continue writing in this. Later people.