I saw the ending of the Twilight Saga today at the movie theater in my hometown and it reminded me of old memories of high school...back when everything seemed much easier than it does today. I'm afraid I am losing touch with the world I want to live in...straying away from what I want my life to be. Continually I find myself regretting things I have done, only to continue doing those same things repeatedly. In all honesty, I just want someone to love. I felt that way once about 4 years ago. Those were some of the best memories I have thus far in my life. Seeing this movie, it reminded me of my happiness and what it feels like to be with someone you love. Silly or not, I want this again but I doubt that my choices, actions, and interests are favorable towards this sentiment. Need I say anymore? Even though I could expand on this for many more lines I will resist and keep those thoughts to myself.
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Anon
12/19/2012 07:58:09 am
I understand the feeling of what its like to reflect on the past. But the thing about the past is it's in the past. You could always try to reconnect with the person from before if thats what you want. But at the same time something different could be good as well. You have to think about you. And what will make you happy. If you think the girl 4 years ago was it. Then try at tell her that. Tell her how you feel. Or move forward and find a new girl. A girl who will make you laugh and have a relationship that will be with someone who is like a best friend. Whatever you do you have to think about what will make you happy. And all this thinking, you already know what will make you happy. So just do it. Don't second guess yourself just do it and make yourself happy Ben. But then again you don't have to listen to me at all, I just thought I'd try to help. Have a great day! (:
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